Following

If I was following your blog and you haven't posted anything in a long while, then I just stopped following it. Don't take it personally, I just don't want to see the same damn blog post every time I log into blogger. I stopped following quite a few people tonight, there are a few blogs that I think might keep posting because they haven't said whether they were ceasing the blogging or not. Again, to anyone I was following, don't take it personally, you just weren't fulfilling your duty to blogging.

So Many Thoughts

Recently I've just been having so many ideas and thoughts about ways to continue my story (Part One, Part Two). I may just have to keep writing them.

Long Walk Home

I walked maybe half a mile tonight, it was pretty dark, there was fog everywhere, and the music I was listening to didn't make it any more soothing. Have you ever seen one of those cliche zombie movies when the zombies start coming through fog or mist one by one until it amounts to an army of undead? That's what I thought about tonight. Imagine it being pitch black, the only lights you have are from the lamp posts spaced about one-hundred yards apart, and the occasional car lighting up the fog with it's head lights. On top of that, imagine this song playing in the background (Link). In English we are reading a book about making a deal with the devil so that didn't help either. Honestly I wasn't really that creeped out by it. I am confident in my ability to fight, even though I do not approve of physical violence (with some exceptions), so if anyone had jumped out at me I could have maneuvered well enough to either get away or fight back. It was an interesting walk and I'm running some psychological tests on myself tonight to try and give myself nightmares. Hoping for a really scary one, wish me luck!

Pic Tips

I have two tips for the ladies out there regarding taking pictures. When someone asks you to pose for them, don't be afraid to pose. Pictures are supposed to be fun. Unless the photographer is asking you to do something past your boundaries, there is no reason not to model. My second tip is that when you are having your pictures take, don't be afraid to go crazy. Have fun with it because they're your pictures. When you pose for them try arching your back, it pushes out your chest and seemingly makes you more attractive. Pictures are fun so don't be a little girl about it and hide behind something when you're asked to pose.

What... -_- (Update)

I'm slowly starting to get my views back. Every few minutes a blog will suddenly jump from 0 views back to 500 or so views (Whatever the count was before today). I have three blogs left to spike though.

Crushed

Have you ever had your dreams crushed? No? It wouldn't surprise me if you didn't, having your dreams crushed makes you feel horrible, bad enough to kill yourself. Well I had my dreams crushed Friday. I guess I knew that my plans wouldn't work out but it took some harsh words from my parents to make me believe that I can't do it. Something I've been talking about for six years, something I've wanted to do. I made a promise to an inspiration in my life and I won't be able to fulfill it. It makes you fell like crap and it hurts while also leaving a harrible feeling in your gut. It's really a terrible feeling.

The List Before My Death

Also known as a bucket list, I've been making it for awhile, you know, just in case I happen to not have that much time left on this world (Hint Hint). An entire section of my bucket list is taken directly from a song I heard back in June. The song is called "I Know How To Say." by 3OH!3. It's basically a song about how the band is so famous that they don't have time to stay with one girl so they meet many on their travels across the world. I've taken the song and changed it a bit for my list by instead of not being able to have one girl, I stick with one girl and do these activities across the world with her. If you want to know what the activities are, you'll have to listen to the song.

What... -_-

So my pageviews on my blog reset themselves I guess. Everyone of my blogs is down to 0 page views aside from my Weekly Story which has one. I don't know why. It's sort of discouraging. Oh well. I've finally written part three of my story though, I may or may not type it in the next week or so, so don't forget to come check it out every once in a while.

Orientated

Today I had orientation for my new job. It was a simple two hour run down of things. Most of the time I was signing papers. It was a fun time, I got to meet some of the employees there, I got my uniform. Really great time. Something that sort of unsettled me though was ten minutes before my scheduled orientation. I was sitting in my car listening to Three Days Grace's new album (Transit of Venus,  go listen to it, I kid you not, it is amazing.) when my phone started to vibrate in my pocket. I didn't recognize the number but I picked it up anyway. Turns out, my application that I submitted to another steak house, a week previous to me getting called in for my interview at my current place of work, got to the manager and he decided to give me a call. He asked if I was still looking for employment and I had to turn him down. I feel bad about rejecting the offer but it happened. But remember, all of this happened a week after I submitted an application and ten minutes before my orientation for my new job. Wow.

Sunday

Sunday was a really fun day. I'd love to explain why but I don't have enough time right now while I'm sitting in my Band class. I probably won't write much more about it either, just know it was a good day to end a great weekend.