Crushed

Have you ever had your dreams crushed? No? It wouldn't surprise me if you didn't, having your dreams crushed makes you feel horrible, bad enough to kill yourself. Well I had my dreams crushed Friday. I guess I knew that my plans wouldn't work out but it took some harsh words from my parents to make me believe that I can't do it. Something I've been talking about for six years, something I've wanted to do. I made a promise to an inspiration in my life and I won't be able to fulfill it. It makes you fell like crap and it hurts while also leaving a harrible feeling in your gut. It's really a terrible feeling.