Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Something Is Seriously Wrong
I used to be such a hypocondriach. Thinking everything little thing that happened made me sick, if I coughed, I had a cold, if I sneezed, it was the flu, I was just one of those people. A few months ago, my dad left me with a scare making me think I had meningitis, which by the way, is deadly. A few months before that I went to see my doctor for a problem with my hand, something was wrong with the muscle because my excessive hand use... as a percussionist. I think I've been to the doctor more times in the past year than any other given time in my life. I already had the sinking feeling that something is wrong with me, I'm over that because I know something's wrong with me. I just contracted bacterial bronchitis and recovered from that about two weeks ago. A week ago I had some... problems... with my digestive system... and as of yesterday I have a dang cold. It's not just a regular "Small cough, runny nose, and sneeze" cold though. I've been involuntarily crying my eyes out, coughing my lungs out more, and watching my nose slowly morph into a waterfall of mucus. Refering back to the crying thing, I mean that for some reason my eyes just start watering but it's not like usual, it's a lot more. I've pretty much concluded that my immune system is a bunch of garbage. Maybe it's some recent stress and thoughts I've been having about a few people. I don't know. Something that's notable though is that I have a reoccuring dream, almost everynight, same people, same setting, same message. I've not written it down or told anyone about it and I don't plan to, just something I'll keep to myself for a little longer.
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