Decisions

I've made an important one recently. I put myself on a high pedestal. I don't plan on being knocked off but twice, maybe three times in my life, I've hit a low. Relationships are my achilles heel. Every girl I've ever dated has been accused of or has thought of cheating on me. Personally I don't like it and I guess I can't pick them right. Well I've placed myself above relationships, those of romantic or sexual kinds. To my friends who may or may not read this blog, when you see me flirting, it's really not. I can cope with things my own way and in no form or shape do I need the help. I don't need relationships and relationships don't need me. This all came about when I was asked by my mother today why I don't have a girlfriend. I thought about it for hours and I've picked out nine words that sum it up. I don't need relationships and relationships don't need me. Next time I'm asked, that will be my answer. I'm off the market.