Accidentally On Purpose

Have you ever done something to put yourself in an even worse mood then you were already in? I do this all of the time. I'll be mad at one little thing one minute and then completely pissed off at the world the next. I know I do this on purpose, I know that what I'm about to do won't help me in anyway and in fact will just hurt me. Sometimes it's for the best, it wakes me up to what's really happening. I don't think any of us actually do these sort of things on accident, we all know what's going to happen but we do it anyway, maybe to hope that somethings changed, or maybe just to wake ourselves up to the real world. I will tell you all one thing, the real world hurts, just like the truth, but we need it and we can't live without it.