Recent Thinkin'

If you didn't know, I had started to date this girl back in December. We dated for a month and it was a pretty easy going relationship. We both told eachother that we are the jelous types but honestly, we both believed we'd be faithful. We were, there were no doubts of cheating on the other or thinking about it either. A few weeks ago though, we started talking and we realized we weren't compatable... Or at least I did (Getting on to that...) I broke up with her but I gave her a handshake and reminded her about my promise that I will be her friend if we did end it, apparently that wasn't enough for her, she gave me a hug and a smile then we both went on our way. Now, it was two days after I broke up with her that I found out she was "Dating" someone that I personally dislike, he's never been a good person and he's an all-around douche. The next time I saw her, she told me about it, said they got together a day ago, she was happy with him, blah blah blah. They broke up three days later. She made it a whole five days before the guy deicided he wasn't ready for a relationship. Now she wants to get back with me but there is another girl I've been thinking about. I've known her for a while and we haven't talk for quite some time. It took me breaking up with a girl to get me to start thinking about a time in my life when I was happy. I realized those days were over and skipped forward a few months to the summer of 2012. If you've been sticking with me from the beginning, most of you know that I blogged about this girl that I met. She and I seemed pretty similar and compatable, in fact we even talked about dating. Thing is she moved away and we don't talk anymore. I saw her a few weeks ago hanging around with her family but I was preoccupied. After I had finished putting some things away I went find her but alas, she had already left. It's this girl that I've been thinking about recently, I remember the days we spent together like they were yesterday. I can't get the thoughts out of my mind and I'm sort of glad. They bring me back to the days that I didn't hate this world, before I was spiteful to everyone I met, before I started making bad decisions. It was a good time, I'm happy I met her and I hope to see her again soon.