So Many Things

Very recently, specifically four in the morning today, I was hit hard, head on, with the rest of my life. I don't know what I want to do with myself for sure, there are plenty of things I want to try while I can. I've been having recent rumblings of trekking across America. Everyone is assuming that I'm going to be renting a hotel every night, eating out for all my meals, and driving through the states. That's not how I want to do it. I want to get my shoes, get my tent, take a canteen, compass, a couple boxes of matches, a few cans of dried food, and walk across America. I don't want to take a ride across the nation, I want to travel myself alone and understand myself better. It doesn't seem like a viable plan to anyone else though. With the doubt from others I started thinking of other things I want to do. I want to travel, that's the main thing. Sydney, Australia, is one of the specific places I want to visit. I could get a Work Visa and actually live in Australia for a while or I could take a round trip flight and stay a month or two. I want to meet new people and expand my horizons, not only to the people, but also to the cultures. I want to know what else is out there but it doesn't help when everyone is blowing me down.